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I realised that when I'm hooked to a certain song I just keep playing it over and over again.. And I don't get sick of it. I'm listening to Home for the umpteenth time now. So random I can't remember how it got stuck in my head either. But it kinda reminds me of mugging sessions in island creamery a loooooong way back in j1. I remember falling asleep listening to this song, at page 2 of some chem notes.. I don't know why I remember that instead of remembering what was actually on my chem notes.. -.-
Supposed to be doing my personal statement for med now, but I'm procrastinating as usual. I realised I always need to slack and surf the net for at least a day before anything productive comes out of me.. Too much inertia. Sigh whywhywhywhyyyy
The past few days have been pretty awesome :) lovely time of catching up with dee at MOF (haha I think the next time I go there I should get the membership card!!) and meeting random people in bugis haha.. Dinner with si en and clara at cafe le caire.. Awesome food and company :D thankfully it was just the three of us, else I'd really have been so damn embarrassed..
Just came back from b&js with nat :) went to visit seema.. b&js at dempsey is so nice and cosy! Love the atmosphere there.. But one should never walk while talking at night in dempsey.. Right nat?
Still feeling irked and confused about the future. I know that He has the best plans for me, but it's just so hard to let go. If only faith came in pints.. I'd have a double dozen to go, kthxbai!
- Mood:
restless - Music:Michael Buble - Home
... And i can't wait to go on holiday!!!
Shall make a list of places I wanna go to...
Taiwan
Japan
Caribbean + Jamaica + Bahamas
Spain + Greece + other Europe countries
Mexico + Costa Rica + Puerto Rico + Venezuela
Who wants to come with meeeeeee :)
i hate thissssssss
how i wish i could just quit school and set up an ice cream parlour.
and live happily ever after.
I just had the weirdest dream.
I dreamt that... I got into both Harvard Law School and Cambridge Law school! I didn't even apply to either one... The other day, I dreamt that I got into NUS Law School when my FRIEND HELPED ME TO APPLY. Wth?
Am I really that interested in law?
Then again, I'm kinda irked that I dreamt about it because dreams tend not to come true! Like that time before results were out I dreamt that I got ABCD... Nightmare.
Hmmmmmmmm.
Aiyah whatever.
I haven't updated in a long time, but I think only Si En comes here. Lol HI SI EN!!! DON'T FORGET OUR DINNER DATE NEXT FRIDAY!!! :D
It's my off day today! *does a little jig* It's been ages since I've had a proper off day! Ever since I started working, it was Monday to Friday work (with little dinners and lunches with old chums squeezed in between) then my ENTIRE weekend would be spent in church for Baptism class and March event... It was craaaaaaazzzzzyyyy... But worth it la :)
Now I'm finally back to my original schedule: work from Mon to Thurs, off day on Fri, half day on Sat (followed by ORA... Finally!)
There's so much I wanna say about what God has put me through the past few months... But I think that will take me the rest of the week :/ So I was just speak in general. I really appreciate all He's done to my life. Think what my aunt said is so true: God has the best plan. He already knows which is the best Destination for us. But He won't lead us straight there. He'll take us through this looooong and winding road that has many thorns and potholes where we'll fall and hurt ourselves. In the midst of this journey we cry and wonder what in the world this God of ours is doing. Why isn't He there to give us a helping hand? Why doesn't He just take us straight there? Why must we go through all this shit?!
It's only after He finally takes us there that we realize how that long and winding journey has made us so much stronger. Each time we fell we had to pick ourselves up (of course God must have given us a helping hand, but in our anger and hurt we probably didn't realize), and that taught us to be wiser (so we won't fall into the same potholes in future) and more resilient (capacity to face life's adversities increases).
That is a very general summary of what God has taught me throughout that supremely stressful A-level period plus the period where I had to plan for March event. At the end of the day... He did bless me with that pot of gold at the end of the journey. So for that I only have Him to thank :)
All by His grace, all for His glory!
Now for some
Okay I'm tired blogging is so tiring la okay bye!
"Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?,
I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season"
Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize,
Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason
'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button, girl.
So cradle your head in your hands
And breathe... just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe
May he turned 21 on the base at Fort Bliss
"Just a day" he said down to the flask in his fist,
"Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year."
Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while,
But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,
Wanna hold him. Maybe I'll just sing about it.
Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button, boys,
So cradle your head in your hands,
And breathe... just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe
There's a light at each end of this tunnel,
You shout 'cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
If you only try turning around.
2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me,
Threatening the life it belongs to
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to
But you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand.
and breathe, just breathe.
- Music:Anna Nalick - Breathe
work has been okay, but i have two long days in a row so i'm really tired! i feel as though i'm working seven days a week cos monday to friday is work at LL and weekends are completely devoted to church esp MARCH EVENT, save for some family time... i really can't wait to get a whole entire day all to myself. so that i can just chill at some nice cafe, do my QT slowly and peacefully, then head down to borders and read books there all day.
but well what am i complaining about? like chengxi said, this is probably one of the most exciting periods of my life... next week at least. oh well i better get back to my March event work, instead of wasting precious sleep time...
farewell to... no one! haha.
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